heart attact

dup dap dup dap dup dap...guess what,that how my heart sound when waiting for something important,something big and it is curiousing nervousing...huargh..i dont know my luck today..i hope that i would receive good news..i dont know..just hoping...huarghhhh...waiting is suck

raya 08

memory of raya aidilfitri 2008

welcome back humaira

well,it's been a long time i did not post anything to this blog...not because i dont want to but i felt that tired of writting in english,since this blog actually kind of activity in my english class in semester 2,i kind of respect that,well,it could be my journal..but the major problem is,i am lazzy too think in english,my fault...well,i also got a malay blog in my friendster,but also i rare to post something in that...herm,so what could be my real problem...herm,i know..maybe because of i am lazzy to writting..lot of excuses to made..but sometimes,whenever i felt some incident that cause a big impact in my life,i kind of want to write it and post it,so anybody can feel like they are in my shoes,only at that time,then when i came home and switch on my computer,sudenly it become blurr...i don't know what i'm gonna write about...so i just stop and staring at my computer thinking and thingking...then,the idea come out to open my email,my friendster,and to to forget playing games online in the internet.....that is why i really rare to post something...herm,i think that's to many reapeating words there......actually i am in the semester break..i hate semester break,i mean long semester break..i do loves break but not this long when i don't know what to do and just sit at home like a crazy people..well,i dont loves to hang out ...so this is me....but,it really stressfull when in the campus...i cant imagine next sem when,3 paper of maf..huarghhh,it could killing me..i hope i not elected for the postion of exco persida...buzy......

huhu,i so exausted now,i can't wait to go home..tata

working??

hehe,believe it or not,now i am working at my old places before i got offer to uitm..hehe..no need to worry bout bored anymore,but still working is suck..need to deal with a fussy customer..huhu

big day

tomorrow will be a big day for my sister,guess what,finally she will graduate after 2 years studying at UITM shah alam. how great it is..i just can't wait to see tomorrow..oh wait,tomorrow i have to wake up early 5.30 a.m i think.oohh,how boring it is..what i can do after that...well guess what i have to wait for a very long hours for that convo..huhu...

if you cannot sleep,what will you do??hoh,if it is men i think their answer would be simple,of course they got the best medicine as their good companion..haha guess what,of course one of the tiny little thing that we can called killer..haha,not every men smoke,some women do it too..am i right...herm definitely...huhu

you know what,i really hate smoker,sometimes i feel that a smoker is being selfish to themselves...you know why,they simply smoke everywhere,anywhere,anytime they want,but do they know that i would cause a fatal to other people..or even worsen to the people who don't smoke..why??? sometimes a heart disease occurs to people who don't even know what is a cigarettes..that's is so unfair...

sometimes,even baby got hthe effect because of their parents smoke..herm,don't they feel sad when their children has the side effect from their bad habit..i dont really care if they got the side effect but for the poor little child does not know anything and need to suffer with those things..hermm,what can i say..this thing never gonna stop...

i'm writting this not because i cannot sleep,well maybe a little,but this because i' m sensitive to it..i even cannot smell that thing you now....i got a terrible cough because of that..herm,sometimes people just don't get it..when i cough while they were smoking they seem to relax and make nothing happens..herm that is very rude i think..maybe they should excuse themselves and go some safer place ..

the fact is, my father is a smoker too and addicted to it..he got a disease and i just don't want somethings bad happen to him...huargh, i really love my father so much..how i can overcome his problem...huargh,too bad he never listened to me